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WAITING

Being present is hard for me. I feel like I’ve been waiting for something my whole life. I’m always trying to reach ahead into the not-yet to live in the someday. If I just get THERE, then I’ll be satisfied, I think.

But life is happening now, today, this minute. Life isn’t paused because of a stay home order. It isn’t paused because I’m flaring and have to cancel plans. It isn’t paused because I don’t have that job yet, that house yet, or haven’t taken that trip yet, or any of the plethora of things I think will complete me.

Living in the Now requires discipline and hard work, but it brings peace to the Waiting. We’re always going to be waiting for one thing or another, but waiting doesn’t mean living is on pause. Your life is happening now, as you’re reading this. Strive to grow in the discipline of waiting with peace and purpose ♥️.

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